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I also made my first keychain. I think it turned out pretty good! It took the use of power tools because I don't have a laser cutter. My hands went numb for 2hrs afterwards. Consider supporting with a little extra $ because the laser cutter that could do this for me (regular lower price ones don't cut clear acrylic) is 2FUCKINGTHOUSANDDOLLARS! Pretty please and thank you. I'm super proud of myself!
March 12, 2025 - 23:40:26
I remade my choker since it broke and I didn't wanna get a new one (it would be my third purchase and I'd rather be sustainable). I added glitter angel wings! Consider supporting me with a little extra $ for more leatherworking adventures!
March 12, 2025 - 23:37:10
Trying to figure out 3D-rendered fashion designing.
February 27, 2025 - 00:00:05
Another one of those reels I made for IG but I wanna post it here too. Concept: I hate red lipstick so much that if somebody fkn asks me to put it on for them again I am gonna lose my fkn mind and end you. Don't ask me to wear red lipstick. It isn't cute. I am not playing. I prefer black. You're getting black lipstick. If you ask me for red lipstick again I am going to go insane, and it will end up with me shoving the red lipstick up your ass. That's all~
February 26, 2025 - 01:29:22
Thoughts on potential leg warmers I would wanna make for myself in the future?? (These are super simple concepts, no texture was added just colored them digitally for the sake of the idea.)
February 25, 2025 - 16:58:49
Here is what would be a reel on IG. The selfies are from the post I just posted, pics from 2022 with all the fake smiles vs me now, looking much more gloomy these days ofc lol at least I stopped wearing fake fkn smiles and eyelashes.
February 3, 2025 - 11:38:41
Selfie dump from 2022.I've been posting these on instagram.. these are not up to date and I used to fake smile a lot + fake ass lashes ew. Don't let the smile fool you.
February 3, 2025 - 11:35:27
January 24, 2025 - 22:09:19
My before and after from the old photo from 2023 or something, but how I had to edit it so it could be posted on IG. So far, it has not been taken down! But thankfully, I kept all my edited photos so I could put them here. Just... remember who you're looking at in these photos. This was before I realized that I was being a puppet and doing things I did not actually want to do but felt like I had to do. I just wanted to show you the editing I did to make it look nice.When it comes to color.. I love black the most. My secondary colors are a combination of pink and green. Not pink and green separately.. pink and green as a combination, most often admired in Neon forms. I might try cybergoth fashion one day to see if it fits me better.
January 14, 2025 - 03:08:56
Ugh Fuck this Tetanus Vaccine fucking hurts so bad rnnnn!! Day5 and it's just now starting to calm down.
December 20, 2024 - 09:02:53
My last photos is of my original intended design drawing. I did TRY to get it to the length I wanted, but turns out.. I am just SHORT as fuck. Mannequin tall. I short. BUT I do love how this turned out, and this one has the highest chance of being worn in public. I just feel silly cause the glitter on the velvet fucking SHEDS all over the damn place. If only there was a way to seal it. AGAIN, thanks for helping me buy this fabric. It's BEAUTIFUL as fuck and I might just ignore the glitter shedding one day and wear it somewhere. I hope you LOVE IT!!
December 13, 2024 - 13:54:39
Check my last photo in this string of photos.. the original drawing is included!! I usually draw out my ideas before I pursue making them. You should SEE the mass amount of designs I've come up with over the years.. this is one of them and this is what I made! OFC it did not show up as nicely on my frame as it did in the drawing.. but it DID show up as it was drawn! Thanks again for allowing me to buy the fabric and thread and stuff. Hope you like it and hope it looks cool!
December 13, 2024 - 13:50:58
My still photos of one of my dresses I made! I wanna remake it one day so it actually covers what it needs to in order for me to wear it in public because right now I can't. It stays in my closet because it would get me detained for public exposure and I am not trying to do that. I loved my whole concept for it, though!!On the last slide I show my original drawn design that I wanted to accomplish! It turned out quite well.
December 13, 2024 - 13:47:21
(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a full body outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)Was happy to be done taking photos by the end of this collection! I still can't give enough praise to the pink glitter I put on the white fabric, for staying on and actually holding it's flare. One of my favs for the simple color scheme.
December 12, 2024 - 14:45:30
(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a full body outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)Pardon me I was getting tired by the time I was taking these photos. I still love the silver glitter zebra bikini and wish I could have made more with this glitter but it did it's job of looking good enough here. I need to do more vinyl work.
December 12, 2024 - 14:44:02
(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a full body outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)Still photos. More fruit. Made in June with the rest of them. HAD to try the vintage trend that was out at the time and I think it went well! Cherries on a white background with red accent bows? It works.
December 12, 2024 - 14:42:40
(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a full body outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)Still photos. Fruit. Watermelon. Love it. I can't eat it cause my stomach will hate me for it, but at least I can wear it. I made this cause I can't eat them anymore without dying loll .. Plastic strings are the fucking worst to keep tied. They undo themselves constantly.
December 12, 2024 - 14:41:07
(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a fullbody outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)Love strawberries. Screw them for making the Strawberry Dress trend a PINK dress with strawberries. I had to make the BLACK with strawberries to make up for it.
December 12, 2024 - 14:38:56
(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a fullbody outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)My lovely Y2K pink, white, and black Leopard .. bikini? Is this a bikini? Idk. I just like the pattern I came up with!
December 12, 2024 - 14:37:43
(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a fullbody outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)Here are the still photos for the peach gradient bikini!! Charms were extra cute.
December 12, 2024 - 14:36:29
(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a fullbody outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)I forgot I have still photos of the bikinis I made. This is the Explicit Content Meme-ass bikini I made.
December 12, 2024 - 14:35:12
(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol. By the time I was recording this one.. I had just got done recording all of the previous ones, AND the dresses you just seen. I was very tired. I already had low hopes and high suspicion that people would ignore my garments and just look for jack off fuel so I had enough emotions drained out of me and also my disabled body just had enough by then. Pardon me.. but.. here is the pink glitter and white version of the zebra bikini from before. I had to make it a sister or opposite aesthetic, since I have not touched the pink glitter yet. I had to put it to use for once, at LEAST once! I love how it turned out, despite my huge drained energy vibe. The garment itself turned out very nice. Again, with my symbolism of Zebra Print.. the irony.. as my Zebra Disease (EDS's little nickname) started to kick my ass lollll.Thank you, once again, for buying me fabric and vinyl and dye to make all of these things for you! Sorry it took a while to post. ADHD is one hell of a dsiability. If you would like, for this holiday season, I would like to try to make more things if I can. This is the most stressful depressing time of the year for me. Any distraction would help. But, thank you, still! You helped me make this.
December 5, 2024 - 09:13:17
(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol. I have Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome. The "Ribbon" for it's awareness is Zebra Print. Zebras are black with white stripes, and so am I, lol. So, I had to make this! Vinyl, or the glitter you see here, is actually kind rough on the skin so that was my downside.. but goddAMN this turned out so nice! Silver on black is so nice and I always wanted to have zebra print on things even before I knew I had EDS and it's ribbon was zebra. .. I guess it's giving Y2K again? Goddammit.. me and my Y2K goth blending. This is one of my favorites out of the group of bikinis I made. Fkn glitter. HEY! At least this glitter doesn't shed. It actually stays put! Greatest invention, imo. Glitter that won't come off.. maybe not until you wash it in the machine later.. idk.. I didn't put it through the washer yet. This was the last time I wore it. I stare at it now. What do you think?! THAnK YOU forhelping me buy the stuff needed to make this!
December 5, 2024 - 09:06:39
(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol. Now, I am not the most fond of ACTUAL cherries.. but the aesthetics of cherries, as a SYMBOL and DESIGN ELEMENT, is pretty fkn pretty. I had to try to make something vintage. I also wanted to implement bows. And.. here I go. I made a cute thing, and I love how it turned out! I make all these fabric designs in my digital art software programs and then size them to what I want and make these things for practice and for fun. I have nowhere to wear them where I won't be mistaken for not-a-goth, or overly objectified.. but I do like to make these things to see if maybe others would wear it. Sht, get one for your GF! I can make it for her, lol. Anyway, I am still thankful that you helped me buy the fabric and dye in order to make these things. I hope you like it too! THE GARMENT!! Not my body pls. Just the fancy bikini. Red and White is just a beautiful color combination and fruit is just so sweet as a design element. Thank you.
December 5, 2024 - 09:00:04
(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol. I told you I love watermelon things! Pink and Green are my favorite colors to have when people don't like when I answer that black is my favorite color.. those people that say "blAcK isnT a COloR" and I hate those people with a burning hate that might as well be a full blown curse on their names. Don't fucking say that to a goth we hear that shit enough. BUT.. if I had to choose a color.. it would be two.. neon pink and neon green, or babypink and babygreen, pastel, whatever. BUT.. here I go with my watermelon-themed creation.. the first of it's kind that I've made anyway, that has a SPLIT-THEME where it isnt the same on the top as it is on the bottom and I liked how I made these fabric design patterns. Screw Spoonflower for pricing their custom printed stretch fabrics as much as fkn latex when it's not latex it's just stretchy sht.. I can do it myself for much cheaper thank you. Oughta teach you companies!Thanks again for the contributions for the fabric fund to give me these things to make! I love it.
December 5, 2024 - 08:55:53
(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol. I love two artificial flavorings.. strawberries and watermelons. I honestly love watermelon more but strawberry lipgloss is what I own for the times I need to stop picking holes into my damn lips and bruising them. I seen that trend of the Strawberry Dress and loved it to deth.. but it drove me crazy because I would not be caught dead wearing such amounts of pink. It's a natural goth instinct. But, I appreciated the whole trend. One day I went crazy and started to look up black versions the dress, which barely exist.. and then one day this year I was like "huh.. I can make it myself!" and so I did. Now I have a goth version of the strawberry dress trend, as a bikini, since it was much easier to make as opposed to a whole dress. I did enough of those for the time I was creative this year.Oh yeah, thanks again for contributing to the fabric fund in order for me to make this! I love it, thank you!!
December 5, 2024 - 08:50:56
(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol. I miss Y2K fashion, if you can't tell. I am a total mall goth and I was emo before I was goth. Some of these things did appear in my fashion such as t shirts that went over my long sleeved black shirt, as a fashion choice in my teenage years. Good times. I was bullied like fuck back then.. but at least I liked my own fashion choices! Now.. even though I am still bullied, I can at least make my own bikinis and make them Y2K themed from time to time. I can't wear it anywhere.. but I do like what I made. It works well enough for my slumpy chest pieces. I love gradients, as we know.. so I designed the fabric graphics to have a gradients because ofc I did. I LOVE this one so much!! I stare at it from across the room from time to time just to admire it.
December 5, 2024 - 08:46:55
(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find a wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol. This is another square one that I made. I always wanted a gradient thing to have. I love gradients so much and they're so rare in the fashion industry, so I have to implement one myself and see what it was like. I had one bikini before with a gradient but it was done wrong so here I go making one done right! Peachy! No.. I do not have a peach on me. I don't think I want one. The attention would be negative, if I had one. So.. I put a few peach charms, since I have not made anything with charms yet, but it's SO CUTE!!! The fact the peach charms are gradients, too, is just icing on the cake! If anything, the cute charms can make up for the square shape that we know can be unflattering on natural slumpy bodies! Hurray for gradients and peach charms!
December 5, 2024 - 08:39:53
(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it.I made a few bikini things for a test to see what weird shapes I could make a get away with. This one is kind of slumpy imo. It looked better on the mannequin cause the mannequin doesn't have saggy chest pieces and a saggy bun set. I do like my design of the garment, however. It was creative to put the x-rated coverings on the chest and the lower half as a label. I like how weird it ended up.. but I guess the square is not suitable for cone-shaped chest pieces, which is what I have. Now I know that this is not for me! I try to make these things for women to wear if they want to. I use myself as a test dummy for some things, though, and try a design on both mannequin and slumpy human body so it's much more realistic as to what it would look like. Easy to wear ofc but .. can be unflattering unless you've got fake chest pieces.
December 5, 2024 - 08:33:58
This is the third thing that I made at the time somewhere in May, June, or July. I know I recorded these in July but I think I made them in May. I had these all drawn out by hand at first and then made them, ALL THANKS TO YOU and your contributions. (Again, if you want to give me something extra to do to keep my busy and distracted from my depression which I cannot medicate, feel free to contribute! Or let me know you want to contribute and I can point you in a better direction on how to, with less percentages being taken out of what you give me, which on here, it is Twenty Percent. You give me ten and I get eight.)This one did not turn out the BEST I wanted it to.. I just have to sew the top piece together. I got the bottom skirt just perfectly though, and I love what I made there, but the top.. oh, the top needs work. Since then I learned what I did wrong there but now I know and can fix it in the future if I ever have enough to remake them. The skirt is a little short but it shows off the tattoos so it works out well enough. Nobody is gonna be looking up there anyway, if they know what is good for them. I still love crushed velvet. Thanks for letting me make this and show you.And as I said with the last ones, I did leave the whole process in there, so you could see that I DID make it with stuff that YOU gave me to make it with, and did not buy it out of a store and just claimed I did it. I leave in the process for the sake of my promise to be honest with you. I just hope you don't hate me for leaving in all the filler process, and I hope you like what I did make! Thanks again. Finally, after months, I finally post this. I am way late but thank you for not getting on me about it. ADHD takes a while to convince itself it's not going to be in trouble.And after all this time, thank you for the continued support and kindness. I needed to take this step back and do something else and I found out I like to sew. I want to make more things for you. Let me make things for you to see! Thanks for being here for me this year. I know once the year thing ends, everyone will be leaving. I still wanted to thank you for coming. I hope I see you some more, but ofc.. idk if I will. Until then, thank you.
December 3, 2024 - 14:08:40
Here is my second dress I made out of the three things I made. Again, THANK YOU for having given me money so I could have a proper distraction from my depression, and have something to do in May, June, and July. This one kind of went .. wrong. The top part of it.. was on my fault I forgot to calculate the stretch of the sheer lace and it went and stretched too far sideways, so I have to add rhinestones to cover up my chest, so one day if I do wear this in public, I do not get arrested for public indecency. Dunno if I can get away with posting this on IG? Maybe only certain parts of the video.Oh yeah.. I recorded the whole process so that you could see the struggle it takes to make a dress, and also to prove that I did use what I got with your help. Placing rhinestones one by one by hand when you've got liquid-y joints in your body causes a lot of pain in my hands and you'd never have to know that, thankfully. So, this one did take a while to get done, that and the glue takes 3 days to fully cure for those rhinestones lol fun fact.I hope you like it. Do you like what I did with your helpful contributions?!!I tried my best and wanted to show you, so I hope you do like what I did with your help. Thank you again. If you ever want to offer more, so that I could redo this dress and go with the original design instead of a rhinestone-y one, feel free to do so. I would love it obviously. It helped me distract from my depression and makes for content in it's own way. P S .. I could not find music for any of these videos.. they were too long and music is too short these days so there is no music just raw audio. Pardon.
December 3, 2024 - 13:46:40
So when I asked for funding to help give me something to do in May or so this year, I wanted fabric in order to make dresses that I had in mind. This is one of them!! I made them in JULY.. and then my ADHD kicked my ass the whole time until JUST NOW, where I JUST closed my editing software, after rending this. I have made a total of 3 things with the fabric you helped me afford, and this is one of three. I decided to record and include the whole process of how it was made so you can see how something can take a long time to make, and to show you what I got, and to show you how I put it to use. THANK YOU for those who did offer me money to give myself something to do to distract from my depression. The holidays are going to suck so bad for me the next few years, and especially this one. Sorry I have been so quiet.When you have ADHD that you can't medicate due to another illness that makes it impossible to predict how medication is going to react to your system and more often times than not, any medication causes damaging side effects.. so you CAN'T medicate the ADHD... you sort of sit there and loathe the fact you didn't do something you felt like was TIMELINE to do, in a certain order, thanks to the autism.. it causes a clog in my brain. I can't post anything until this one thing is done.. but my adhd won't let me do it.. so then I get a backlog all due to my autism and ADHD fighting one another.. The autism tells me I have to post in chronological order.. the adhd sees that I have a few things to do.. and then shuts down and won't let me do the thing I need to post next, in order to post the next things, and then it piles up, and the ADHD gets overwhelmed, postponing the backlog, and so on and so on.. and then it takes months.. and here I am posting something I made in July... in December. Now I have a backlog of things to post. I made MORE than just the dresses!!! Finally now that I am done with the editing of these three projects... I may finally post the rest of the things I did this year. Hopefully.. HOPEFULLY.. the ADHD does not suddenly go "uugghhh that's too much stuff idk what to do with it all.. maybe shutting down is a good idea until we can figure it out.."Fuck I hate having ADHD sometimes. It has it's benefits.. but god, the cons can get on my nerves in comparison to the benefits of the pros.
December 3, 2024 - 11:44:04
I took some to work on recording a small bit of myself singing to an instrumental that is not mine, since I liked how it sounded. Then, I mixed it and mastered it myself, and have decided to upload it to you guys first. What do you think? Yes it is me singing. Yes I added some echo for effect. No the beat is not mine. Yes I am a natural Tenor, which is supposed to be a male vocal range, no I am not on T. This is my natural tone.. and this is why I was scared to death to sing for anyone to hear.. cause I have a rare vocal range.
November 22, 2024 - 07:44:10
One lovely day I'll be able to opt out of waking up in this country ever again. I just ask that if I do, that you keep it as a day of celebration that I suceeded in my lifelong goal. Dunno how I'll achieve that or when.. but whenever it does get checked on the checkbox.. yeah. Smile extra big!
November 6, 2024 - 17:44:04
Birthday on the 1st.. What do I do? I am highly depressed just thinking about it because nothing goes on on that day ever, just something tragic or nothing at all. No in-between.
October 23, 2024 - 17:47:58
September 21, 2024 - 00:13:56
September 20, 2024 - 23:45:44
Wish me luck
September 20, 2024 - 19:36:20
Nothing bad! Just updating cause I'm quiet af recently. My fkn eye is ballooned up and I'm not gonna be able to see for who knows how long. I had one of these in my past which distorted my eye since childhood after the surgery and I've lived with a rather bummy eye since early 00's. Now my poor good eye.. this thing resulted from me getting a cold a month ago.. cause me getting injured in one way, leads to 3x more illnesses to follow. Always. I'm just one of those people who get sick and stay injured! Wish me luck! My head hurts (this thing is causing ocular headaches). Love yall!
September 17, 2024 - 23:26:24
The place closed cause the owner sold it. I'm too crppld to be accepted anywhere else now. I'm going to be in need of extra funds to sustain my weight and also a hobby since I've got nothing left to turn to. If you'd like, I'd prefer PpAL or CahsApp, since here takes twenty percent of anything, subs, tips, and all. If you'd like the ppal or cahsapp just ask I'll give. Otherwise, keep in mind 20 percent is taken. Anything is appreciated. They didn't tell anyone about this change until it was 3 days till end date. We had no chance. I had no chance to go up there. And now I am sick (starting to recover) with a cold that was spiking a fever to 102. E. The fund goal is just there since I don't expect anything but I still put it there just in case. It doesn't imply anything. As I said any number is a positive number, better than I could do.
August 16, 2024 - 02:33:41
I have a really weird question that I'll probably poll more than once just to make sure it's an and voted on. My original plan was to sew Exotic Dancewear until I was good enough to make and sell Exotic Dancewear for MALE bodies, or make Sissy clothes / hyper-femme clothes for male bodies, cute things for crossdressers and femboys. The market for Exotic Dancewear is SATURATED I noticed .. I already asked a small corner of the fetish crowds on another site, asking, is there a demand for that sort of clothing for femme or exhibitionist male bodies and a lot, actually all 8ppl who commented (I think it was that amount, give or take) said yes, they'd like somebody else coming in to try to make those things. What do you think? I am somebody who likes to gather as many opinions as possible before I make a decision.. do you think I should get into making fancy creative things like this (and of course other ideas) for male bodies to wear? Or should I not, and stick to swimming with the large current that exists?
July 31, 2024 - 07:17:00
Pardon the lighting.. it was purple and white but because my lighting was yellow at the time for the sake of my eyes, the purple appeared grayish. I've a problem with blue colored anything, light especially, it gives me a massive headache and the white setting lights produces too much blue for me so I don't have the white lights on.. just yellow to weaken any blue light color. Just imagine it's proper rich purple + multicolored rhinestones. Otherwise I liked this one. Thanks to those who support the fabric funding so that I can make these silly things just to make it and feel good about myself for having made something. Being undersized in all ways, it's hard to find clothing that fits. I'm legit too underweight to wear regular things without having to do alterations all over the place and I don't want to be stuck wearing things meant for you/th. It doesn't feel good, looking into the y/a section for clothes, given my background. So, thank you for chipping in extra so that I don't have to do that.. especially for things like this.
July 30, 2024 - 06:54:05
You gotta ignore my YouTube running in the background to see the outfit I made. Only trying to show off the outfit. I think I did post this one on the mannequin before but the mannequin is more built than I am so I wanted to show it on my human mannequin. I did mess up before and make it way too flat so it ended up distorting the fat cells in the top, from the top pov it didn't look right. Since then I did fix it but this is what I've got for right now. I did eventually fix the colors too as I said. Don't comment on my human mannequin. Only the outfit if anything. Thanks again to those who support me with extra bits n pieces so that I may make these things and give myself something to do other than contemplate dye every waking second as I normally do. The distraction helps. Thanks for that.
July 26, 2024 - 01:53:50
Thank you for being civil as I show you my latest works of garment. Thanks for not messaging objectifying things and not commenting that way either. I appreciate the civility. P.s. don't comment on the rear. Having ANA (an -orexia) for the past 15 years has done permanent damage to my glute muscles and I was posing to hide it in my past. I don't wanna discuss it.. just know having suffered ANA for over half my life by now.. it does do permanent damage to muscles that gyms can never fix. Don't compliment it. It strikes a great triggering insecurity. This damn bikini I did wrong but I've fixed since this one. For one it was too big on the top I wanted it smaller. For two I designed the colors wrong and didn't code the black on the gradient right, making it come out as light black and red and not just black and red. I did fix that later but didn't take new photos. I liked the bows idea. Tying them and sewing those on by hand .. legit took 2hrs just to do that. The whole thing took maybe 6hrs but with the bows took 8hrs.
July 22, 2024 - 04:07:14
I did a simple spin of the outfit. Forgot to mention my local lighting at the time was yellow for my ceiling LEDs so it may look green ish but it is blue water. Not green water. I also did a revision on the strings since then but this is the old version. They're no longer flat clear because they didn't wanna stay tied and were too slippery. Mind my facial expression. I'm learning how to only smile when I mean it. This is my "I srsly hope they don't start objectifying me outright again because of this video" face. Just trying to show my work. Disabilities are starting to take over my hands and eyes though. Just found that out a few days ago. No wonder it takes me 8 hours to do what others do in 1. Then I would ever feel guilty for charging min wage x8 so I struggle with making things for others.
July 21, 2024 - 12:41:01
My only request: Be civil. I will delete inappropriate comments because I'm not here to solicit meat-brain comments. I'm showing you a passion I have to help me cope with my depression/ptsd/all mental pain I have. Keep your focus on the garment itself. I am only being a mannequin to display my works. I will not answer b.s. messages that are inappropriate. I am only showing you something that I made handmade. I did fix the sizing/shaping of the top since then. This was taken in May. I like the concept of pool water printed swimsuits so I made one. I always wanted one. It's pretty and I love it. Do you like what I made? This is what happens when you contribute to the fabric fund things I pop up with so that I can make these things. Pardon my hair. Depression took over and didn't allow me to do any self care for months straight. If this is received as wholesomely as possibly.. I will post more of what I made. I have made a lot
July 19, 2024 - 03:28:26
April selfies. I do occasional makeup but not often. And always remember. Makeup ≠ less chronic illness. Makeup ≠ feeling alright. Makeup = an attempt at coping, whether it's successful or not. Do not assume ill people who put on makeup, are any less sick.
July 6, 2024 - 03:51:23
Just dropping some selfies from early or mid May. Pardon me my depression been kicking my ass. I made some things with the fabric I got thanks to those who did support it! Coming soon. I just gotta get my current tasks on my to do list done.
June 26, 2024 - 23:58:29
I'm not spending $200 at a nail salon when I can just do it myself exactly as I want it.... if you want it done right you just gotta do it yourself, I've learned. It might take 6hrs or more but it's not $200. I drew it first digitally then did it physically.
May 31, 2024 - 18:44:40
Do you like this one?
May 19, 2024 - 06:19:42

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