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In order to stop my profile becoming Inactive I’ll be posting a photo tomorrow but it unfortunately does not mean I will be properly returning. I’m just so disheartened by the stealing, sharing & reposting of my content especially when I’m vulnerable I wanted to think of a way I can share content without it being immediately stolen. I won’t be able to read comments here I’ve tried a dozen times to work out how to turn them off but it doesn’t seem possible so leave comments on Insta dms if necessary please.
You’d think having major surgery would be enough of bad time this year but lately Skyla has been escaping the garden to the point I was actually reported to the police by a neighbour for her being dangerously aggressive. I’ve had two police visits now and they are aware it’s not a case of a non caring/ignorant owner but the fact I just cannot afford the fencing to keep her in. it’s about £6000 (fucking ridiculous I know but it’s more complicated then first glance) the police aren’t unkind but they don’t care for a sob story simply if I can’t contain her I can’t keep her. So now I’m in danger of her being taken from me which might break me truthfully 😢 I’ve really been through enough I think but the hard times just aren’t stopping. I’m gonna have to do some begging to my mom to help, I’ve got to try
Sorry if the English is not great I’ve written this in a rush and my phone X is slowing down on me I’m rather attached to it as it was really kindly gifted to me by a lovely follower second hand when they upgraded their phone a couple years ago but I’ve definitely got to upgrade myself again. By hey if I do the camera will be even better!
July 15, 2022 - 21:17:53While I’m fairly incapable of taking anything sexy at the minute. This little thing did amuse me while the surgical garments are fitted to your body size these do not accommodate chest space for my enormous natural boobs wanting to spread out lol. I was getting a bit of rubbing on my poor breasts which was just unbearable I improvised by stuffing a sock down there. It relived the problem thankfully but I had to giggle me stuffing my bra was something I never thought I’d have to do!
March 7, 2022 - 08:52:06Just a bit of Floppy Cleavage
Just under 1 month till my surgery now, I have paid my deposit but need to pay the rest of it. I know I can’t carry on doing any modelling at all without this surgery but honestly I am getting so scared plunging myself into so much debt when the house is literally falling down around me. I’m not going to go on about what I have to sort here but if anyone wants to buy an extra lottery ticket and think of me if you win please do lol
January 26, 2022 - 17:55:34Not sure I like my face in this one but I think my cleavage is pretty nice. 🍈🍈
Just fyi I’m unlikely to see anyones comments but you can send them on social media and hopefully I’ll see them then.
If anyone is still signed up here then crikey thank you! sadly I am still struggling hugely.
I’m meant to go back to work in 6 days but the whole point of being signed off was to sort myself out and I’m still nowhere near to doing that. I can’t afford to take anymore time off but god knows where my uniform even is! I’m simply just so so sad still 😔. The English weather is no help right now either I want frosty crisp cold mornings not rain & mud! I need a gardener but I don’t know how to look for a fair priced one without Facebook. I need basic help sweeping leaves & mowing the lawn though for now I’ll shut the curtains and not look out side. Harry Potter by candle light with hot milk & chocolate each evening is necessary! Lupin says chocolate will make you feel better and he’s not wrong!
A body update having lost a stone I am feeling more confident I still want to lose another stone since I think I’ll be much more confident & healthier for it. I took these quick unedited natural snaps the other day and in this light & angle you can’t see the lump too much. Which is great but I can’t take photos only facing forward an in dull light forever. So I have decided I will be having the surgery as soon as I have raised the money to pay for it.
I have made great progress this weekend in sorting out the house and my possessions I’ll be so much calmer and happier when that’s done.
Halloween 2021 - Currently not active or reading messages/comments here, I have tried a dozen times to change my bio to say this but the site won’t let me. That is why I do not advertise or advise new joiners. The site now said it would remove my profile if I don’t post I don’t want to be deleted I want to return in some form. Next week all my possessions are being moved out my house I’m sure I’ll be really low then but right now my mind & heart are completely shattered over something else I always get back up again but this has hurt me more then ever before it’s going to hurt a long time. I still pray for a resolution in my favour every day…
I’ve lost 12lbs in weight the last 3 weeks it’s not a good way to lose weight but it has been making me a little more confident body wise though still hasn’t shrunk my boobs much yet which is annoying I’d really like to drop back from K to HH so I can wear more sexy styles.
I’ve lived on my own nearly a decade losing my house and having to return to my moms is humiliating but I know I am not actively at fault for this I could not help a pandemic. My sister has been a thorn in my sides for so long ruining all my hard work but she is leaving now and I’m free to improve my mothers life & mine. Living in my moms dated dark house is not great & I’ll never be able to bring a man over but it will save me £1000 a month in utilities money I can use to make a better life rather then the pocket of a landlord.
I am researching surgery deeply at the moment to give me the body I want and to ensure the confidence to take pictures that show my body more meaning better work prospects but we’re talking £30,000 plus which is not something I have at the moment but I’ll try hard. If anyone was considering it please don’t tip here remember it takes 20% off and then as I’m in England it converts down from dollar to pound.
Right I’m off to pack boxes, hug my heart better & cry a lot more, tell myself I deserve to be loved & then move forward x
November 13, 2021 - 09:24:52Fresh Out The Shower
July 21, 2021 - 23:39:16If it’s not already clear I’m struggling horrendously at the moment and I’m sorry for not being here. I haven’t been able to pay my rent the last couple months and have had to take loans off my mother to do so. A big reason has been the month & months that my sisters boyfriend has been living where I shoot my content. I literally despise the guy he is abhorrent. He’s rude, obnoxious, controlling, egotistical, lazy. He lived with my mom for 3 months before he gave her a penny in rent and that’s because I wouldn’t give up on telling my mother that she should not & could not afford to support his disgusting freeloading ass. He’s 24 and only giving £200/$280 pcm that barely covers the utility expensive of having him there. What went from him staying (just 1 month) in November to him literally never leaving the house from November to May he didn’t leave the hour for daily exercise, he didn’t visit friends in the park, not even a weekly food shop I couldn’t escape him to get any work done.
I refused to shoot/film my content when he’s around having to dash around and cover up whenever he wanted to walk to the kitchen or bathroom every hour or so. I don’t/didn’t feel I should be placed in such uncomfortable position by my mother when I do so much for her and he had loving parents who could and were housing him happily he did not need to move in ever he’s just taking full advantage of my mother being so tired and I’ll she’s like a living zombie she can’t think straight over anything.
It’s not my house I can’t remove him that’s upto my mother and now I’m losing my house and have nowhere to go but my mothers and live with him it’s actually destroying me. The idea that I am losing my freedom, my safe space to live in that toxic environment and will potentially have to give up my main income while he sits there leeching off my mother, saving a fortune and attempting to control & rule the roost is just repugnant. My family keep saying I’m strong and not to let him takeover or get to me but my god I am drained by everything I feel so weakened by it all.
I’m not sleeping still and the anxiety pit in my stomach just won’t go but I am attempting to try and take more pictures lately. I’ve lost 4lbs in weight it’s not much but it’s a start I really want to get back down to HH so I can fit in a lot more lingerie brands
July 2, 2021 - 22:24:22🤲🏻
June 29, 2021 - 21:47:17The Only Bra That Fits Right Now 🍞
June 25, 2021 - 23:29:13Completely Natural Soft Squidgy Curves
June 16, 2021 - 09:27:57🤕
June 9, 2021 - 23:47:37Sunday Sunshine ☀️
June 1, 2021 - 10:43:21TikTok Silhouette Vibes
May 28, 2021 - 22:53:50Overflowing 🤲🏻
May 23, 2021 - 01:31:51Jiggle Jiggle
May 3, 2021 - 22:45:49Cute Little Video ✨
April 27, 2021 - 23:03:33Here the only lingerie that firsts me at the moment! I’m hoping on Tuesday I can finally get to the shops to buy some new sets 👙
Silent on social media because My pain levels hit a peak lately to the debilitating point I had to see my doctor today and I got a very kind but worrying telling off. As some may know I had an accident as a teenager that’s left lasting spinal & nerve damage. Usually it’s manageable but over the last couple months I’ve started to lose sensation in my lower thigh that’s spread down around the knee, pain in my glute and a numbness in my toes I didn’t see the doctor because I was embarrassed and just expected to by turned away and told to lose all the weight I gained. But instead nothing about my weight was said and she just calmly freaked out that my spinal cord is probably being crushed and that’s trickling down the nerves in my leg losing the sensation that could ultimately become not being able to feel the whole leg so I’ve got an urgent MRI to explore a bit more and I must admit I’m feeling rather foolish for not seeking help sooner and now very worried.
They break my already broken back 🍈 🍈
but I can’t actually imagine losing them now if I carry on with my weight loss program. I’ve been in so much pain lately I’m really struggling to get up each morning and get going but I’ve looking at home multi gyms so I can work out peacefully and regularly to strengthen my back. I think it would really really help but I'm not sure where to put one. Its very cold and drafty in the top shed it’s likely any fabric will get mould on and I don’t have a space £6000 for a new garden building. Does anyone have gyms in non heated garages and how do they fair?
Believe me I hate myself more then you do for lack of content. But 10 days till reopening ⏲ 🛍
Here’s a size 16 bikini I attempted to squeeze into I might post that pic on my Instagram stories for realism so swipe for acreage of cleavage I definitely won’t post on Instagram!
With all the stress I completely forgot these two pictures from Valentines! 🌹 🌈
I hope they brighten up your weekend I was/am really pleased with these 🥰
I have every intention of getting round to my DM’s but I can’t say when the anxiety of everyone having being angry still makes me feel awful in the mean time please don’t pre pay for any old videos and if you have please feel free to dm me on my socials where I can see to help you out
March 28, 2021 - 00:23:16There’s been a little wave of people joining since I posted that bra picture on Instagram so I just wanted to say Hi, Thank You & Sorry. Because it’s such a bad time for me at the moment and I’m really not showing myself or my page at it’s best I’m literally just clinging on to sanity & keeping my head above water. I’ve tried several times to put a note in my bio about everything for people before they sign up but every time I try it says cannot exceed 1000 characters even though the count is saying 924 🙄 18 days till the 12th of April 🤞🏻
March 25, 2021 - 01:17:01This picture makes my boobs look really different sizes but it’s just my arms pushing them 😆
23 days before the shops reopen and I can buy underwear again easily! 23 days before I can open my therapy business again and actually have income that covers more then just the essential bills and 56 days before my bnb can welcome holiday travellers again and I can regain income from that too. I’ve been very quiet on here because I did become conscious that I was just moaning and being negative. I just did my best to do as much dirty grunt work as I could the last couple weeks so when things are normal I can get straight back into being sexy full time lol. I’m just counting down the days through gritted teeth
Pillow Talk Views 💤
March 11, 2021 - 00:25:32I tried ordering from Pretty Little Thing.com the other day for the first time and had to send back 80% of the stuff absolutely nothing would button up over my tits! I’m think I might try the actual plus size ladies websites and see if they button better over my crazy fluctuations! I’ve been walking several miles and really enjoying it I couldn’t tell you if I’ve lost any weight yet definitely not off my chest rest asssured! but my fitness levels are improving which feels good.
March 7, 2021 - 01:57:46🥀 I can’t muster a caption so just enjoy the vibrant bra ♥️
March 3, 2021 - 03:01:11🌹
I’m not sure what I can say without moaning at you guys and I’m trying not to do that as much! 🙈 The shops & 1 of my businesses can open again on April 12th so it’s a month and a half to go which isn’t really a long time though it’s a big amount of time in bills and content making in the mean time but at least I now have a date to work towards and think of rather then endless “when will? How much longer?”
3 positives today - I got some good exercise on a lovely peaceful walk, I cleaned my filthyyyy car & I bought a plate organiser for my cupboard so boring but I am very excited for it to arrive 😆
These aren’t perfect but I still wanted to upload them more pictures are much better then less at the moment.
Another England Lockdown announcement tonight I feel more anxious then excited tbh but really it should only get better even if it’s at snail pace
Sorry guys I passed out last night phone in hand as I was uploading these 🤦🏼♀️
I don’t have any assistance with taking my photos there really is no photographers, boyfriend, friends etc and that’s why I struggle a lot but my mom helped me take all these Valentines photos and she’s very keen to assist with more if it means I can buy her new carpets and curtains lol so maybe I have an assistant in training which would be great.
Ok it’s technically 00:15 of the 15th now in England lol but Happy Valentines! ❤️
I managed to take quite a few photos yesterday for here I’m really pleased and that happens so little these days it’s great to feel it. There is too many to dump load in one go so I will release them over the week and hopefully your not too all sick of the colour red by then!
Don’t worry these are not the only photos I shall post this special weekend. I have a cute little idea I hope will work but if not I’ve got the good classic red lingerie! 🌹
February 12, 2021 - 01:18:56Trying to get a few minutes of cosy peace before work this evening.
I haven’t kept up with the news to see if Boris has made any more announcements so I still have no idea when this miserable lockdown will end but apparently the vaccine roll out is doing really well across England.
I’m so desperate to open my bnb and have some income coming in but I’ve realised I can’t reopen until we’re either out of lockdown and households can mix again or I have £3-5000 to build a new shower room.
My sisters boyfriend is now paying rent it’s only £200 a month which is pathetic but I have to respect he’s a household member now whether is like it or not. Problem is he’s using the guests bathroom to shower because my mother rightly doesn’t want him using her en-suite like my sister was doing when she was single.
So now I have no private bathroom to offer guests which basically means I might as well not operate unless I want to operate at hostel prices. The idea that my mother have a £200 income that barely covers the utility expenses of having him in the house instead of a £500-£1000 income from guests is ludicrous just so my sister can live with her boyfriend and see him every day rather them live with his parents like he was up until 4 months ago seems absolutely balmy and causing my stress levels to rocket again but I can’t be in charge of everything sadly
I’m feeling a tiny bit relieved this weekend I have just scraped enough together to pay my rent I won’t have it for the 1st but I’ll be able to pay it all by the end of the first week. I can’t say what February will have in store yet but I’m pretty sure I will have no change in opening the bnb fully or doing my treatments for people and that may extend into March too sadly. But the guest room carpet is being installed next week that for now is my last big change I couldn’t easily do whilst being open for a while. I just purchased the remote control I needed for my new camera I’m excited for that to come asap I’m not going to tell you I’ll be making lots of content incase I fail again but hopefully my mind will be a bit clearer and I’m a step closer to being better
January 31, 2021 - 01:41:28I can’t stay awake this week! 😴 Monday evening I passed out on my sofa just an hour after getting home from work I woke at midnight candles & tv all still going, Tuesday I could barely wake up dragged myself out of bed after weird nightmares, Wednesday I had to nap when I got in from work it was only 3pm I didn’t want to but I just couldn’t function like I’d been dosed up and today my eyes are itching as I post these but I’m actually really pleased with this photos so I really hope you like them too 😘
I’ve got a couple more of these still x
Do you think Instagram will shadow hide these with the touch of bra showing? 🤔 I’ve got less booby tease versions of them I’m thinking of sharing there.
I also took some no bra ridiculous large cleavage versions of these for here I’ve just got to edit them ☺️
The View if You were Sleeping next to Me 🛌💤
Or shall we say Skylas view every single night lol
Sorry about the weird text on my forehead it was part of the Snapchat filter
Whoops lost a 1/4 of my followers after my last post. I forget everytime I mention being ill I lose so many followers. Being ill isn’t what stops me from making content I’ve lived with it for over a decade it’s just been the stress, suppression, weather etc which while I’m sure on the outside looks like it’s never lifting for me but I’m actually in such a better position then last January. This January’s not got the hyper speed I thought I would be working at sorting everything out since this lockdown is just pants it’s wet & freezing in England total depression weather but vaccines & warmer weather will come. In the mean time of people can please start fetishising long johns & polo neck jumpers it would make taking photos so much easier 😆
January 16, 2021 - 00:05:14A quick snap while sitting in the bathroom this morning. I can’t remember if I’ve ever spoke of this before but watching Scarlet Howard talk about her Uti struggles openly a lot has made me think about being a bit more open.
The damage in my spine causes numerous problems an bl33ding is one of the worse it makes me so lethargic, uncomfortable an painful sometimes for days. It limits what I can do or wear because I have to be careful it never leaks & shows. And while it’s still mainly just personal choice it’s a huge reason why I would never do porn. In the future I hope to be able to manage it a lot better but right now I’m not looking after myself at all properly which I think is quite obvious also these lockdowns haven’t helped at all with lots of doctors, therapists & treatments not being available as they usually would but we’ll get there in the coming months!
I painted my toenails for the first time in 10 months as well 💅🏻 ☺️ 🦶🏻
I’m not to sure on the colour I’m as pale as the moon at the moment but I’m pretty terrible at picking skin complimenting colours in general I do the same with lipsticks 💋
I keep telling myself that I should invest in good quality polishes but then I don’t because I’m permanently hoping some time soon I’ll be able to afford to go to a salon regularly and get them done professionally.
Did you know I’ve never had a pedicure ever!
And I’ve only had my nails painted professionally x 3 before.
I painted my nails for the first time in 10 months! 💅🏻
And of course I’m not 100% keen on the colour 🙉 but I’ll keep it till February and then go pink for valentines 🥰
Positive Wishes to all for 2021
I won’t say Happy New Year because for many it’s not happy right now & it won’t be for several more months till we get this craziness under control.
I’ve spent today alone and while a small part of me didn’t want to be alone I was also content & happy to be alone. I cleaned out the ducks, cleaned out the fishes, took down all the Christmas lights, cleaned the bathroom, put away all the decor (but for my tree which is now empty but cost so much blooming money I don’t want to throw her out just yet lol) and then ate a party tray of Indian side pieces for dinner by myself.
I took a selfie of my boobs several months ago and captioned it about how I struggling to get my boobs and my face in pictures. Some guy replied saying he knew girls with bigger boobs who could do it. Well woopy do for them 🙄 until I become elasta girl here’s me trying to hold my tits up and my iPhone while trying to bend my head to fit in the frame too.
January 2, 2021 - 00:55:33I hope you all had a lovely couple of Holiday days! I’m sorry I have been quiet I’m honestly just shattered my energy levels & breathing from covid is still not great but I’ve had to throw my self into my other jobs to claw back some money my clients were desperate for me to be back and do what I could before the Tier 4/lockdown restrictions that came in yesterday. I wanted to do the Christmas inspired photos but there just ended up not being a second of time. It’s not the taking of the photos that’s to hard it’s the prep that takes all the time. My tree still isn’t even decorated and honestly I cba now. I’m not a clinger to Christmas I like to whip down my decorations the morning of News Years day and do something new to start the new year! I haven’t yet been able to get out my new camera and have a practice but I’m very excited to do that. Despite all the shops being closed this month I should have enough clothing bits to photograph to get me through the month :)
December 27, 2020 - 13:22:23Swipe for a close up of my huge wobbly butt ⬅️
It 14 days since I got my positive covid test and I’m feeling much better I had my first day back at the store today. I wanted to just sit at the tills but all the other ladies & Christmas temp staff were on them so I had to tidy & shelf stack. I was absolutely exhausted every box of wine felt like a boulder and I was sweating buckets even though it was only 18c/65f. I’ve lost near £1000 in income over the last 2 weeks and I won’t be able to claim any of it back it’s just lost and right before Christmas utterly sucks. It’s to depressing & petty to go into detail but I’ve basically been excluded from my mothers & sisters as well. So at the moment I think I’d be as welcome as a fart in a lift this Christmas. And now Christmas is all but cancelled in England I’ll be alone for most of it away from my other family. I’d love to say chat to me here if your alone too but I’ve still not had any free time to read them I was so much more poorly the last 2 weeks then I thought I would be. I’ve got to wrap about 50 presents tomorrow for everyone and then drive miles & miles to ensure they are all delivered. Then Wednesday I’ve got to do all my little ladies shopping for them and I’m sure they’ll be lots extra with all the Christmas bits and then Christmas Eve I’m stuck at the store on shift till 8pm. It will be 9pm by the time I’m home for Christmas and I think I’ll just be ready to flop by the time it’s all over.
I’m feeling better physically lately but still incredibly and worryingly low mentally. I’ve settled on working out enough to drop down to a HH cup again if possible. It will open up just enough brands for me to have plenty of styles to shoot for content. I’m not feeling happy that I will come out of isolation and just be hit with a wave of shifts and work to do. But I have closed the bnb temporarily which breaks my heart because hosting is my real love. Now no new guests can book (but the pre booked ones) until February minimum. I’m just sick of working so so hard and for minimum appreciation and for paying their bills but be constantly belittled and moaned at I just can’t take the mental battering. Something big will have to start changing if they want me back
December 16, 2020 - 01:53:45I was going to post them uncensored but I’ve been dealing with so many leaks while currently feeling like my lungs are collapsing. I’m too angry to at the moment. I’m seeking legal and professional advice I didn’t usually care for seeking money back from leaks but now I’m mad. I’m strongly debating refiguring the format here either tomorrow or Monday I shall post more about it because I want to ask you guys opinions on how I should change how things run.
December 12, 2020 - 22:58:48I’ve done nothing today but feed the animals and feed myself. My appetites gone but hopefully I won’t lose to much off my boobs! I thought I’d have the energy to tidy and decorate but I couldn’t turn my head at all without a sharp pain in the top of my head. So I’ve just lied down for most of it maybe a couple days of complete rest and then I’ll be able to move more easily.
December 9, 2020 - 22:40:44I wanted to say first that I’ve received some gifts lately which are absolutely lovely I’m so grateful and pleased with them. But unless I can get through every single email here I’m not sure who sent them I’ve got 1 name but I couldn’t match it to a username when I searched the subscription list. Please do send a dm with PRESENT in the title or on Instagram so I can thank you ❤️
I took these the other day before my lewd ones I wasn’t going to share because I’m not that happy with them and I will try again but this bra is so pretty I couldn’t not share.
I’ve had a rotten weekend I’m not quite ready to discuss it but it may pan out I have time to actually be on here!
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