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Hi, Im PushingUpRoses, a spooky woman with many tattoos. Im here to conquer my Body Dysmorphic Disorder one thirst trap at a time. Come join me in this sexy yet therapeutic experiment. A few things ..


@pushinuproses Latest Posts

  • It was my birthday on the 15th. I was in Mexico City, gracing everyone with this LBD. <br /><br />This is 40.

  • Hello from Mexico City! I may be on vacation but I still have time for some bed pics.

  • Hi all! I am so sorry for the delay - though my birthday is not until the 15, my friends had thrown me birthay party this weekend, so I was pretty exhausted. That being said, to make up for the wait here is a array of photos that range from sexy Roses, laid back Roses, to absolute grungefest Roses. I will also get a Roses from the Bedroom video up soon. Also, the bath water is a result of my new pink hair. Just imagine I am bathing in a magical pool. <br /><br />Also, hair thoughts: Not sure on this pink, I am missing the blonde. But I am going to let it fade a bit and see what I think.

  • I would never consider doing this had I not made so much progress, but I took this in horrible lighting in a doctor’s office, no make up. I hated hours I looked at the time I took it, but now I’m glad I did because the more I look, the more comfortable I am with my face. This is also before I dyed my hair pink so it’s looking a bit wild here.

  • … I’m sorry about the last pic. But here’s my new hair! PINK

  • Just some VERY sexy photos.

  • Getting my pinup look on. Did I nail it? Third pic is my favorite.

  • This shirt is magic.

  • Let’s talk candidly.<br /><br />Even though it’s called BODY Dysmorphic Disorder, it mostly affects how I perceive my face. Even though I had an ED for a very long time and struggled to love my body, I made progress with it over time. My face, however? It’s a deep abyss of ugliness to me; unsightly, old, sagging, and sad. I especially don’t like photos taken in natural sunlight, which is uncommon for MOST people; many like natural sunlight for it’s flattering nature, but I feel the most vulnerable with the sun on my face. Maybe it’s because I am a vampire, or some kind of gremlin. Regardless, despite not liking it, the first pic posted is by the window, candidly, while I was out and about. The rest are of my new (weird) hair, and the last is spicy like butter chicken. Enjoy. &lt;3

  • There’s something sexy about this photo that I really like. More photos tomorrow.

  • I’m just so naive.

  • Hey everyone! At the end of the month, I would like to make a donation to RAINN: https://rainn.org/ Any tips will go towards RAINN.<br /> <br />I’ll also have a new “Roses from the Bedroom” video tomorrow. Stay tuned. <br /><br />

  • I’ve been doing Pilates. <br /><br />That is all.

  • My lip is swollen from a teeny tiny cut that got irritated. But I still look cute. Who doesn’t love a full lip, right?

  • Small photo dump. Some teasing, some not. ;) Sometimes I am self conscious of my skin removal scar, and other times I feel like a sexy Frankenstein lady.

  • Small photo dump! I bought a new red lipstick. What do you think? 🫦

  • I just really like this photo.

  • Small photo dump. I am STILL waiting on my new bra to show off, hmph.

  • Just a lil video of my legs, the only part of my body not affected by BDD. I like ‘em. Long and sexy.

  • Just some different looks for ya. I love the polka dot bra and the lacy panties.

  • I have strep throat. Here are my strep throat photos. As you can see my face is very sexy.

  • Oof. I’ve been battling a mystery illness off and on AND I am waiting on my new red bra to arrive so things are a little behind. But here’s my boobs, cause I thought they were lookin’ pretty good.

  • I’m obsessed with this bra. Look at the little lace up in the front. LOOK AT IT 🥰

  • … this is now my favorite bra ever. More to come soon.

  • I love these pics. LOVE them.

  • I took a candlelit bath.

  • Happy New Year!!! I decided to grace everyone with my butt, which is quite lorge but I like it anyway. It’s good for sitting.

  • I’ma little obsessed with my new bra.

  • Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays (Or happy 25th if you don’t celebrate anything today!) Here’s some “sexy” pictures I took over the week. Truth be told, the last few months have been a trying time for me, on top of the last year and a half or so being difficult and sprinkled with grief. Since losing my mom to brain cancer, things have been up and down for me. I do my best to push through the days: I do my video work, I sell my art, I try new things, I update this page. But despite being able to function and be responsible, my heart hurts. When my heart hurts, I sometimes fall into binge eating, then my weight fluctuates wildly. Even though I did gain weight this winter and it sets off my BDD and temptations to purge, I am going to keep posting pics of my body here because I deserve to feel sexy and appreciated at any weight. Know that it is -extremely- difficult to do, but this body is who I am, and it holds my brain, so it definitely has its uses. I know it may seem weird to say this here, seeing as though this IS an Only Fans, but your body doesn’t define who you are, or even how sexy you are, and I say this as much to you as I say to myself: Sexiness comes from inside the house. (But let’s me honest, tattoos help. ;)) <br /><br />Grief is weird. It can manifest from so many different things: Death, breakups, losing a job, losing a pet, distancing from family. And it feels different for each person, but for me, it feels like I am constantly missing something that no longer exists. Or for something inaccessible to me, like my childhood home. It once existed, it was once my entire world, and now it’s a thought that I can’t fully form. It’s hard, but know that this page has given me such strength and confidence. <br /><br />-Roses

  • UPDATE VIDEO! Everything hurts and I’m dying.

  • You can see my scar in this one but surely no one’s looking at that.

  • Even though I was on the plane, I was still naughty. Just in time for Christmas.<br /><br />Apologies for the delay, I seem to have contracted the cold to end all times. Alarmingly, I’ve been sick and coughing for months on end, so I do plan on getting some x-rays soon. Would you like to see my x-rays? Maybe x-rays are sexy. <br /><br />I will keep you all apprised of course, and when my voice stops sounding like a dying frog, I will get a video up for you. &lt;3<br /><br />-Roses

  • I'm on vacation and decided to take a few sexy bed pics. Also got my hair dyed! Looks more natural though I miss the bleach (last picture.) Wild that my hair got that light and even wilder is that I liked it.

  • Random photo dump!<br /><br />Hi, it’s me. I’ve been sick. It’s annoying, but I managed to get myself dressed up in some pleather and fishnet to get to a Stabbing Westward concert, so there’s that. Still working on a video update too, I hit a wall on youtube when Netflix issued a takedown and a strike on my channel. WHEEEE! Content creation is FUN. Anyway, I thought my boobs looked pretty good in these pics, so enjoy.

  • Today is NEW BODYSUIT DAY!!

  • In bed. (Video coming soon)

  • Spooky Christmas time.

  • First few pics are from my new camera, neat. I bought it to do more on camera stuff for videos and vlogs for here. I also included a few oldies where I was a little heavier, because I think it’s important to love and accept your body no matter what size it is. Being recovered from an eating disorder means my weight fluxed over time, and that’s totally normal and okay. 🖤<br /><br />I have no idea why my room is green.

  • I’m sorry for the silence; I’ve been really sick the last couple weeks and I’m having a hard time kicking whatever I had. I’m finally feeling human tonight. <br /><br />I bought a new camera so hopefully new vlogs from my bed soon! 🖤

  • Know what? I’m feeling saucy today. In light of everything going on, maybe a sexy tatted up woman will lift your spirits.

  • Sick, but still looking badass.

  • The scariest Halloween update of them all.

  • Dressed up versus… not. I nearly didn’t post that last one because I’m not always comfy without foundation out washed hair, but I’m learning to accept every version of myself.

  • Red is my favorite bra color, full stop.

  • It’s a photo dump! I hope this tartan shirt shows off my FALL AESTHETIC. Maybe I need more flannel.

  • Aster and before. It’s SEXY BAT SWEATER TIME Y’ALL

  • Very (not) demure.

  • A very rare degothed sighting! This is what I look like in a cute flower dress, which happens to match my floral tattoos. I find the contrast of heavy tattoos and pretty sun dress very hot. Also pictured: just woken up hair and leggy legs.

  • Just more of this black underwear combo. Too bad the bra is uncomfortable AF.



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